My Medicine

It’s been a while I am thinking of on going certain “medication”….

Hari ini baru saja saya ditampar oleh sebuah kenyataan….

Sebuah kenyataan yang gak pernah gue duga sebelumnya….

Kenyataan itu seperti obat…

Awalnya pahit….tapi akhirnya obat itu sendiri ada demi kebaikan orang lain….

Mungkin awalnya pengguna obat akan merasakan pahit di lidah….

Sampai muntah2….

Tapi itu semua sebenarnya demi kebaikan penggunanya….

Hari ini mungkin gue muntah-muntah….

Tapi itu semua buat kebaikan gue….

Damn!

PS:

I do now know how much you love “them”

Thus I can define myself.

PS2:

There was this movie, a japanese short movie.

Actually the movie is kinda comedic movie.

But it contains one deep feelings of a person which quite philoshophically interesting.

At the end of this movie it says,

“I never thought about it before, but I never really understood myself either”

“What kind of person am I really?”

“But you know, even if you don’t know who you really are,”

“if you have music, you can dance”

“if you have playstation, you can play games”

“if you have cellphone, you can talk hours with it”

“if you have big helping of food you will content”

“So I suppose if you did have the most advanced bomb, you could really destroy the earth if you want to”